I could carry on here and start from my humble beginnings
to bore you with the usual details of a humble beginning,
however this is not going to be a history lesson
nor should it be for anyone other than me.
So this page of this n' that shall
entail the present
and perhaps glimpses into the future of my experience.
What has become the cornerstone of my life is
the understanding of the original design defining my personal truth.
Naturally my truth probably should differ from your
own despite any overiding similarities within.
But that is entirely up to you.
It is suffice to say that my truth entails humans
as god
and hence satan,
but the point of this belief is not to be revealed
until the proper and indvidual time of one's own evolution.
Personal Truth is the only factor by which all humans
remain true to
and is explained
quite simply,
that being your own individual meaning of truth
is the only one that is signifigant in your path
of enlightenment.
Therefor no one is wrong.
No one is right,
except completely and totally unto themselves.
Morals are human-made by each and every human as
is evident by the code of ethics between those who adhere to organized or alternate or no religion period.
Religion itself is infact man-made,
even if it is based on the supposed word of a god
which I do not buy into,
you must ask yourself who spread the word of such a god
thereby creating it's existence, it's power,
man.
Those who choose to follow any religion do so
of their own free will.
Therefor they have adhered to what becomes their own
personal truth.
The slave is not a slave
if this slavery is of personal choice.
In the end the final result will always be one
in which the person in question will do as they see fit
hence
actually making up their own mind based on what has
become
their own personal truth.
What set of values one lives by is designed
solely by us for us.
Therefor there exists no say higher than that of
the individual
for that individual,
xian or Satanist.
Now when it comes to those of the LHP
the challenge I have seen in others and
myself
most often is with the connection
between the higher god-self and
that of the human lower-self
being able to come together and operate as one.
If you know of me or my ramblings,
it is often stated that I endorse balance within the human psyche
and spirit as the only true way to become the 'all' effectively.
For me this is stunningly obvious as the laws of balance
are always in effect and although humans
may have the ability to manipulate situations through use
of magick
it is best to be forwarned that not keeping balance in all you
create can come back to bite you in the ass.
Then again if this does occur it would only be a method of
further advancement for you anyways but it is possible to avoid
such pitfalls with understanding.
Balance spoken of in this manner is exactly what it implies.
You cannot expect to attain the 'all'
if you do not consist of and employ all polarities.
We speak of dark needing light,
and use various other examples to promote balance but
then tend to ignore such when proceeding with our daily existence.
As my own god it remains my responsibility to adhere to laws
of nature
as they do exist as foundations to be respected.
What I am saying is that if we as gods
have created all in existence,
that would include our own morality system,
our own laws of cause and effect,
and the energies to which they belong,
however we must then stick to the plan and do the work
for we actually have chosen it to be as such.
As we begin to realise our godliness we open the door to this
deeper knowledge.
Though we may have been the creator of such
it is still our duty to respect what we have created if we wish
to successfully advance in experience bringing us closer to the completion of the god factor.
Thus this matter may be compared to the creation of a child.
You may have been able to bring this new life into the world
but you must not only be an example to this force,
you must also respect it's existence because it is afterall
god unto itself.
Even if one does not respect something per sei,
respecting it's existence is crucial non the less.
As you ask for respect from this child,
you must be able to also give respect
for your creation does infact have it's own godliness within.
Present from our very conception although
that does not mean one has instant access to such or we would not become ill,
never be poor, hurt, broken, or die for that
matter.
Or would we?
If that is part of the personal truth of one's path towards advancement
to the all within,
then yes we surely would experience all of the above and whatever
else
we have designed within our own personal truth.
This god though very much accesible is not fully
known to us in the conscious life but in that of the higher-self, the-ego self,
the all knowing entity within.
that dwells eternally within each and every
individual.
Some choose to call this god an outside force.
ObviouslyI do not adhere to this notion but as mentioned
before what one believes to be their truth is infact that and so these beings shall insist in their dieties having the final
word
BUT
that shall not be of any consequence to me personally
nor should it to you.
Satanism is a very personal journey.
It is one in which it becomes apparent at least to
this practitioner that life is a series of invalubale experiences brought about by
our own inner god,
or higher-self,
in order to advance towards the completion of the
god factor,
where it is then controlled at will
and needs no further human experience
for the purpose of advancement.
Then and only then shall we completely understand
that which
we are made of.
This is not for all to discover at a given time nor
should it be.
And that being the case,
hold no contempt where not neccessary
but continue on your own path,
for in the end those who stand highest upon the mountain
with their heads pointed towards the heavens shall
know that they have arrived and there is now no turning back.
They own the heavens.
Please have patience with your earthly existence
and conscious-self.
Do not judge everything at face value
for the truth shall become apparent to you in time,
should you be one of the children who walk within
the darkness,
always knowing the light guides the path.
Keep in mind that although this is a personal journey
one needs to interact with other energies
for the fact that the universe, the force,
the godliness of those in the here and now and the great beyond are very relevant
in our own progression.
It is through them that we can be awakened or guided
when in doubt,
or that we can advance and succeed above them.
It is through our interaction with others that we experience
human circumstance,
which is the only way to unlock the door to what we must
experience to become god at will.
Whether this be the written word of others alive or dead,
through the experiences of the family unit or through
the music or painting of an artist,
it takes the personal truths of others for
us to realise our own.
We cannot learn without those whom play opposite
us on this great stage called 'Life'.
Even if it is to endulge oneself with the experiences
that others have endured in the benefit of higher understanding
there is always an idea unthought of until the moment
is upon you and the messenger is ready to be heard.
Know you are god yet do not forget that although
this level
is always attainable,
it is possible to be temporarily lost, rejected,
feared,
or simply need dusting off to become operational
at it's full potential.
Seek to connect with your inner god as often as possible
by connecting with your higher-self as it shall always speak only of truth,
your personal truth,
as you have created it on a level not yet completely
accessible to you.
All that matters in the end
is not the fame nor the glory,
but as always the work you have done,
the progress you have made towards complete enlightenment of
your personal truth.
The individual progression towards complete
and total control of that which is every human's most natural instinct is the corner stone of existence in the here and now,
and for this Satanist the hereafter.
So be it my truth.
May you find yours.
